Sunshine Frost.

Right.
I live in a little room attached to a music studio out here in the woods in a little village called Saint - Colomban, Quebec(which is in Canada, Google it!).
Now, to most of you, that last line meant absolutely nothing!
So let me explain, i moved here about a year ago from the Netherlands (that's in Europe!!! Google it!), now, I can write an hour about my life there but I think it's too much for one reader! slowly but surly I will open up to you about my life but for now all you need to know is that I wanted a change and Canada sounded like the perfect medical solution! and it did...or did it?
Anywho, I got here because my band (spoonliquor, Google it!) decided to record it's first album in this music studio I have mention before, and we did, when we finished they when back to the Netherlands and I decided to move here, I fell in love with this place, or maybe I had enough of my life back in Europe, only god knows! The idea was that they will come one day, that day is still pretty vague but, well, I am still here...or am I?

so, what a boy to do? I guess I started to simply fill my time with the things that make me happy, and creative (signs of fear of being bored maybe?), and today I found myself sitting for an hour staring at the sun, letting it melt on my face, looking outside the studio window, looking at all the white and woods around, looking....looking...doing nothing but breathing....

Felt very much alive and out of my element, felt bloody good and for some rezone, I forgot where I was or the point of it all, I guess you can call it peace or bliss or eternal connection or maybe just a good vibration....

so, I decided to shear it with you, nobody you. how lucky you are right?
what I have learned from this experience is that it's really not important where you are or how far (or close) you are from your dreams. Bitterness, anger, envy, sadness, all of that nonsense can melt, melt and fade away with a blink of an eye, the point it, you need to make it go away, no one else will do it for you, it's very personal, and very powerful if you think about it...

I notice that I spend too much time swimming in waste thoughts, really, what's the point? none! The fact that everything melted in the sun was a beautiful form of awareness to me, it also melted my dreams and desires which felt even better then the melting of my negativities...kind of a freedom only a true soul can be aware of...once again, it felt good.
The fact that I am in full control on this feeling made me happy, the face that I don't even need the sun to reach this awareness made me peaceful, the face that everything melts and that I don't need to reach a specific level of struggle or fame made me contact, made me enjoy the moment...

made me be here, now!

so, that's that.

now what?...................I tell you what, sharing! that's what!

Should I write or should I go?!?

Ok.

I now have realized that I have this blog for 4 years, my gosh how time flies.
as I looked into my blogging I notice that I post many links that impressed me concerning the world we live in, this is all good but it's not really writing about me personally now is it?
true! it's not, so, I guess I think I should start writing more a little about myself, honestly I don't think anyone read this but lately many people told I should write, like, really write since they read pieces of my mind and they believe I might get somewhere doing it more often...

so, to whom it might concern, here I am, starting to write a little more!

what do you think?

Adam Curtis and his way of seeing things..

Adam Curtis (born 1955) is a British television documentary maker who has during the course of his television career worked as a writer, producer, director and narrator. He currently works for BBC Current Affairs. His programmes express a clear (and sometimes controversial) opinion about their subject, and he narrates the programmes himself.

Basically, I love his movies, powerful and right up in your face! check them out, open your mind a little...take a walk on the dark side of your mood...

you can find most of his work here: http://www.rewtube.com/

I would recommend you start with these 3:
The Trap (2007)
The Power of Nightmares (2004)
The Century of the Self (2002)

here is a taste!

...THE PLANET DOCUMENTARY...

Powerful and moving.
I believe it's important for us humans to check and recheck our actions and reactions. time is running out and what we enjoy toady might not be there tomorrow.

There is only one planet and it has its limits
Swedish documentary 'The Planet' 2006 By Michael Stenberg, Johan Soderberg and Linus Torell.

A real must see. This documentary lays down facts, figures, and themes regarding the state of the planet in a very accessible way. As a previous reviewer said, it is more "intense" than an Inconvenient Truth, but I hardly think any of the concepts presented are hard to take in - in fact, due to the number of interviews, the film manages to take the viewer through a range of issues regarding the state of the planet, without ever losing focus of its basic message - that we must do something NOW. A well put together soundtrack enhances the narrative. Well worth the watch. But god, we've really stuffed this planet up. (taken from IMDB)

God's beach

God's beach, originally uploaded by ADIDA FALLEN ANGEL.

Testing god!

The Obama Deception - A documentary.

I love it when a good piece of evidence fall on the ground and ripple so strong that it reaches deep into our core.
I believe in truth but it dose have many faces, I believe one should ask and ask again about everything one calles 'Truth', we are here for a rezone and there are many ways to find out what is really going under the table...
here is one way, ask, learn, question, search, research, wonderful, speak, stand-up, fight!

The Obama Deception is a hard-hitting film that completely destroys the myth that Barack Obama is working for the best interests of the American people. The Obama phenomenon is a hoax carefully crafted by the captains of the New World Order. He is being pushed as savior in an attempt to con the American people into accepting global slavery. We have reached a critical juncture in the New World Order's plans. and only by exposing the con can we help to save freedom in America. The Obama Deception is not about Left or Right: it's about a One World Government. The international banks plan to loot the people of the United States and turn them into slaves on a Global Plantation. Covered in this film: who Obama works for, what lies he has told, and his real agenda, and how his initial appointments and actions prove he serves the corporate oligarchs, not the American people. If you want to know the facts and cut through all the hype, this is the film for you

Slid show of goodness!

I love Flickr. probably the site that pimp me love for photography more then anything else. I just love it. period!

so, I find a wicked way in Flickr to show one's work...a slide show.

so, here it is! Enjoy